mommy {confession}

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I don't know why I feel guilty about this but...sometimes when I'm really feeling stressed out, random, fragmented, discombobulated or I just feel like I need a little {me} time, I settle in with a yummy cup of coffee and some dark chocolate. Don't hate. It's my only vice.

I know some of you are saying "why do you feel guilty? You have TWO toddlers and you need a little...yaddi yaddi yadda" {that's the sound of those voices trailing off into the distance} The answer. I don't know. Maybe because I can feel the pile of laundry on the couch staring me down or because I know that somebody is going to wake up from their nap any second and I haven't completed any non kid-friendly tasks since they went to sleep. Maybe it's because I'm dreading that feeling of time wasted when I take a look at my to-do list before I go to bed. Or maybe it's the shudder up my spine when D calls and {so innocently} asks me what I've been up to.

Well, no matter what the answer, I'm probably always going to be torn between a little R & R and my quest to obtain that Super-mom status.

Oh, and P.S., I'm sure he has a sneaking suspicion but don't tell D about my little vice. Even though I know that he knows {still with me?} that I work my tail off around here, he still works his tail off out there to make sure we can always afford my dark roast & dark chocolate. Gotta love my hard workin' man!